Our lives shattered... Our hearts broken... Our souls torn to pieces... He was my world my whole life. My reason for breathing. I had a perfect marriage a baby on the way and I felt fulfilled—almost invincible. Until the day life hit leaving me broken vulnerable and alone. She was my life. My ray of hope on the cloudiest day. With her I thought I had the ultimate safety. A love that would never hurt or betray me. I gave her my heart my body and my soul. Until she broke me destroying every dream and illusion I had about life love and marriage. In our grief we made a mistake. A mistake I'm not sure we can come back from.